You know how I’ve lived through the past years or how I’ve
answered to the feeling I had whenever there was something I badly wanted? If
it’s meant to be it’ll happen. But for how long am I supposed to wait? How long
do I have to see all these pictures, all these words? I don’t know if its love,
but it’s something. It’s this hunger to want, this need to have something. It’s
something you just cannot fight. And the moment it hits you-the fact that you
can’t have it, it burns. But that’s life, isn’t it? That we get caught on fire
and we burn and burn till there’s nothing left. Love is a silly idea, I haven’t
really seen it. Sometimes I think I see it but I’m not sure. I think love isn’t
about being ready to do anything for a person, giving up everything for a person.
But it’s about being ready to live your entire life with someone, and looking
forward to each day, each dinner, each trip to the grocery store for their
favorite noodles. Thats what love is to me. And you know what? I’m ready. I’m
ready to do all that for this person. To look forward to tomorrow, to cook for
him to be able to do things for him that will make him happy. I don’t know what
this is, it’s a feeling that won’t go away. I need this person, I want this
person. Just to talk for now, but I don’t know. Is it possible to be in “love”
with someone who doesn’t even know you that well?
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